When do I blog? I’ve realized a pattern in my blogging (FINALLY!!) This blog isn’t really present memories, thoughts and happenings. This blog is more present hurts, anger and struggles. I come to this blog to write when my journal just won’t cut it. The reason that my journal just won’t cut it is because I have too much hurt, too much anger, or too strong of a struggle. I need to shout, not quietly work it out in my own little corner.
That is kind of what it is. I’m a yeller by nature and by nurture. I’m a loud and open person. So sometimes, journaling doesn’t work! Sometimes I need to yell and those are the days that I blog. So maybe it is more like present hurts, rantings and struggles.
But you know what? In the midst of all this hurt that either I’ve experienced or I’m watching others experience, in the midst of all the anger that I feel, and in the midst of all those struggles I do have one constant thing I can count on (or maybe a couple, depending on how you look at it). I know that I can count on Christ and Him crucified. I can count on the grace that came from His death and resurrection. I can count on that! I can stand on that. It is enough because it was finished at Calvary.
So in the midst of hurt, in the midst of anger, in the midst of struggles, I know God is good ALL THE TIME!