When I ask if you won’t be mad, what I really mean is will you still love me?

When I tell you it isn’t important, I really want to know if I am important enough to you to take the time.

When I run away, what I really want is for you to follow me.

When I try not to fight, what I really want is to tell you everything the good and the bad.

The thing is, when I write those down or think about them, they are so stupid. I feel rather manipulative. I idolize the concept of honesty and of truth! I wish I could just be truthful with people and say exactly what I wanted. I wish that I wasn’t this way. But this is my reality. All those statements end up causing one thing–loneliness. After all, who would really want something like that? I know that some people do and eventually these things might be overcome, but really? I just don’t want to do that to people. I want to have healthy relationships.

Thats all for now!


About Melanie

My Being Purpose Statement: As a part of Christ's Bride and as one of His precious treasures whom He redeemed with His precious blood, I purpose in my heart to love and adore Him with all of my heart, soul, and mind (Matthew 22:37). I want to be beautiful in the sight of my Saviour, Jesus Christ. I will therefore pursue holiness (1 Peter 1:16) that I might worship the Lord in the beauty of holiness (1 Chronicles 16:29, Psalms 96:9) and go and proclaim His love, sacrifice and salvation to others who have not heard that I may have the beautiful feet of them that bring glad tidings of good things (Isaiah 52:7, Romans 10:15). My Life Purpose Statement: I desire to serve my Redeemer and Savior Jesus Christ throughout my entire life by ministering to girls and women. I pray that I will be able to bring many girls and women to the Cross of Christ that they may find salvation from a loving and gracious Savior. It is my heart’s desire to encourage girls and women who know the Savior to deepen their relationship with Him and to fall more and more in love with Him. I also want to serve women by assisting them in their everyday lives whether I am rolling up my sleeves to work alongside them or am connecting them with people, ministries, and or resources that will be helpful and beneficial to them. By God’s grace and power, through His Spirit, and for His glory will I endeavor to fulfill this purpose
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